Beasting and Beast Control

[Aislin Ni MorRhiaghan]

[Samandryel]

I don't know if I've mentioned it before, but I have a lot of trouble in this area because I believe that I quite often go through beasting and really don't know that it is happening. Instead, I attribute it to disorders or personal problems. In addition, when I am beasting I tend to draw from others inappropriately in psi fashion by attempting to create an emotional response in them, either positive or negative. It is generally negative, as that is probably the easier route and when I am beasting I am not quite in the best of mood or physical condition. I am grouchy and confrontational, I sweat, I cry, I feel physical pain the the region just below the solar plexus, and I tend to allow things to perplex and bother me that would not normally do so. I probably don't feed (in any fashion) nearly as often as I should. I would imagine that during that time of struggle where I am attempting to feed inappropriately, I should realize (or have it suggested to me by my "victim" if they are in the know) what is happening and switch to an appropriate method immediately. This is going to take a lot of practice. I'll have to regularly review the points mentioned above, and I would suggest other do the same.

Are there others out there who beast and compensate or react poorly from it? I would love to hear from you and gather some experience and suggestions. Thank you Aislin for providing this, as I believe it will help me a bit with taking care of myself and my loved ones.

~S~