by SophieAnn » Tue Mar 31, 2009 3:35 am
Hello
I would like to add my thoughts to this one.
I have had an astral lover for many years, so I know it is possible. Quite a character and a little possessive, but she alwyas knew her little ways around people.
Back in the days before I knew she was really therre, I would find myself suddenly distracted from my study with feelings of intense sexual excitement. It would feel like an energy rubbing against my body, not unlike the way a magnet would strengthen another by gently rubbing against it. The feelings whilst intense would only last between 5 and 10 minutes and then suddenly the entire feeling would leave and I would be able to resume my work as through the entire incident had never occurred.
I chose three names for this lady during my life, more because I saw her as an imaginary figure. Once I knew she was real, I renamed her as "Launa" which she seemed to respond to, and then I began directing her to meet various other spiritual friends of mine, so that she may feel included. Those she travelled to, spoke of feeling an area of coldness around them, and also the sexual energy should she engage with them in that way. One lady (online) who had not been warned of her 'ways' reluctantly told me "I hate to tell you what she is doing to me, because I know she is your lover..."
And in every respect that is who Launa became: my lover who would travel with me, listen with me, understand with me and offered a great deal of protection, yelliing for extra help when it was needed. On the negative, she was possessive and stopped many meetings with other spiritual beings and had a tendency to keep back information which I needed in order to continue my development.
I agree with what has been said, that such a relationship can mess up an existing one, unless it is open. Since I have been aware of her existance I have been honest with my lovers, who in truth have been more than a little curious about her (and then find out they get a little more than they bargained for!) I said if they get me, they get her too because we come as a package.
I believe Launa and I connected through a past life; I also believe Launa is not attached to a physical body at this time. Thus she was able to freely come and go as she pleased and we shared a strong telepathic connection. In essence she is a ghost / spirit, but to openly say in a group that I have sex with a ghost is perhaps not the best conversational opener ever!
Sadly, I believe she became unahppy - not with me but with other things she needed to accomplish in her 'life'. Her moods became more eratic, and her focus more distant and distracted. I believe any relationship where people stay together simply because they are afraid to move on becomes negative, and with a little pushing I helped her address some of what needed to be said with another spirit. Two weeks ago, they left together, and aside from a couple of seconds greeting two days later, have not seen them since. Maybe one day they will return. But I have enjoyed Launa's company and appreciate an experience few others get to feel and enjoy.
Many thanks for letting me share
Sophie
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