I would like to add that like Khan I was also a seeker. I had no idea where to start. I grew up in a very small Southern town with a baptist church on every corner...literally. No internet, no books, nothing. I was very fortunate to find people who were already organized however I had a very good idea of what I was about, my nature, and what needed to be done to handle it. I have refined my feeding style, adapted other means to overcome periods of drought but I am what I am. I can't call myself a squash and wake up one morning yellow and bulb shaped.